I went to run two miles this morning. I’ve started running again as of a little while back. A year ago I was up to running four miles at a time, and I stopped when my knee started hurting. I went to run again the following day and it still hurt really bad, but only when I tried to run. I didn’t make it ten yards that day. My knee didn’t start hurting this morning, but it felt really tight. It just wasn’t right, so I cut the run short. I only ran one mile instead of two, and I took it easy. I didn’t push myself.
The dilemma is what to do now. I need to do some kind of cardiovascular workout, but if running is going to hurt my knee I need to find something else. The problem is I don’t know what else to do. It also may be that I’m just pushing myself to hard, running to fast, or running to far to soon.
For now I’ll plan to keep running, but I’m going to cut it back to two days a week instead of three, and one mile instead of two. In the mean time I’ll start looking for other cardio options. I’m not sure what I’m going to do, but I need to find something.
They say no news is good news, but I tend to disagree. I am not very good at waiting. I tend to get fairly impatient fairly quickly. I understand that, and I also understand our legal system is extremely slow, so the length of time it has taken shouldn’t be a surprise. I still find myself getting very frustrated with not knowing one way or the other.
I’ve been pondering what to write on here for the past few days. I know it’s been a while between updates, but I really wasn’t sure what to write. There are no new developments in my life right now. I’m going to work every day. I go to church three times a week, and I am trying to better myself.
I struggle every day. I fight to keep my focus every day. Every day I feel like I am working very hard just to maintain where I am. I don’t see any movement forward or backwards. No backwards movement is good, but it would be nice to see some progress every now and then. It would be nice if life didn’t feel like an exercise in futility.
I’m off to bed now. I have to get some sleep so I can go to work in the morning.
All the money comes in, and all the money goes out. Only the names are changed to protect the innocent. - Dave Ramsey
Wow, anticipation is building. This is looking to be a very cool game. I can’t wait to see just how cool they’ve made it. The Zerg look scarier than ever.
